Post by spencertremane on Jun 23, 2010 2:01:30 GMT -5
...spencer louise tremane*
*"Oh. Pay no attention to HER."*
[/size]*"Oh. Pay no attention to HER."*
...basics*
name spencer tremane
nickname her friends call her spence
age eighteen
gender mademoiselle
grade senior (12th grade)
hometown manhattan's upper east side, new york
sexuality straight
personification the evil stepmother
face claim natalie portman
...appearance*
hair color brunette/ dark brown[/b][/color][/url] city after all. Nothing but the best will do for me. I wear Chanel with everything. I like dressing edgy, but with a real girly, frilly take with dress and leather motorcycle jackets. Priss goes punk. I love making dressing-up look casual; it's what being a girl is all about."[/i][/size]
eye color amber/ light brown
build small/thin but not waifish (114 lbs)
height 5'3" (160 cm)
clothing style "I always dress to impress; New York is a fashion forward
distinctive traits Look at her beautiful face...
Spencer has a square face shape tends to round and oval, so that makes her beautiful face looks very symmetrical and proportional. Her lips would make other females become jealous. The contours of her lips are balanced by the contour of her chin, cheeks and nose. Look also at her eyebrows, its thickness gives a perfect shade nuance on her eyes beam. Spencer was blessed with a naturally classy, beautiful face -- topped with a beauty mark on her cheek just to prove it. It's no wonder she was picked out by modelling scouts when she was only sixteen. Although beautiful, Spence is really vain about apperances and even insecure about how she looks (if she notices someone looks "better" than her, she just about loses it) and that's when the claws and her bitchy-side really comes out.
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...personal*
personality[/center]
(+) Cunning: adj. artfully subtle or shrewd; crafty; sly; charmingly cute or appealing: "Money and looks have always gotten me everything my heart's desired. When I see something I wants, I make my intentions clear and goes for it. What I want -- I get. Clothes, jewelry, cars, the list goes on and on; boys are no exception."
(-) Vindictive: adj. disposed or inclined to revenge; vengeful: "I generally hand out my trust so easily, betrayal is nothing unfamiliar. Think of it this way -- You're better off earning your trust with me and keeping it, because if you screw me over I can return your hurt doubly. And I will definitely enjoy it."
(+) Fierce: adj. intimidating manner, intensity; turbulent; passionate; furiously eager or intense: "What living, not breathing per-say, person isn't a person without a hint of temper? Without something that sets them off to new heights? Well, I'm not any different. I cannot stand being compared to anything, or anyone for that matter. Being compared to another person, no matter it be flaws or anything is something I just can't stand. I will snap. Plus -- it's always better to be feared than loved. It's easier to make people do what you want."
(-) Envious: adj. pain at the good fortune of others; insatiable desire: "What do you mean she got back with Lucas? She doesn't deserve him. Seriously, what a sneaky bitch! No matter, I'll make sure all his attention is on me in no time. So what if they've were together for two years? What does it matter that all the guys at school are drooling over me? I. Want. Him. He'll never stay loyal to her anyways."
(+) Blase: adj. indifferent to or bored with life; unimpressed from an excess of worldly pleasures: "Yeah, I've been given everything on a silver-diamond-jewelled-platter all my life. The world has literally been at the edge of my finger-tips since I was born, but that life gets boring when you have everything you need and could possibly ever want. I'd never pass up a shopping trip, I could always use more Chanel, but fact of the matter is -- it's not easy being me. Everyone knows money can only buy youmost-some things, but who's to say I can't try anyways?"
(-) User: noun; person who uses something or someone selfishly or unethically: "I can sweet-talk and smooth-talk people into doing what I please more than half the time, and I'm not afraid of it. I don't hide from my abilities, I use them, and my manipulation is one of those abilities. I know just what spots to hit, and just what expression to use, so as to make someone want to do things for me. Overall, my lack of reserves in utilizing my abilities is what makes me a dangerous opponent on a battlefield.
Not that I'm going to battle, of course. It's a figure of speech, you idiot!"
(+) Loyal: adj. "So, when it comes to loyalty, it really kind of bugs me that I am so very loyal. Due to my commitment issues, it's funny to think that I'm an extremely loyal person, but I really am. If you become a very close person to me, I'm not even joking, but I will die for you. I'm not afraid to state this, and it scares some people, my honesty. Ah, yes, despite my naturally manipulative and lie-prone nature, I'm mostly an honest person. Ninety percent of any lie I tell is truth - I can't stand misleading people too far. This last thing makes me wanna puke, since I hate do-good-ers."
(-) Vain: adj. characterized by an unduly high opinion of their physical appearance; conceited, egotistic: "Arrogance and manipulation; I believe I've only mentioned these two in passing, haven't I? Yes, well, I'll explain further. I'm an arrogant person, I won't deny it. I think highly of myself, and I definitely have an ego that needs occasional boosting. Being me is fabulous since you get like, daily ego boosts, but whatever. I think the center of the universe is me at times, and I can't say that I've never wondered what the world would be like without me.
Ew, I sound like a complete asshole right now, but it's true, I suppose."
(-) Insecure: adj. subject to fears, doubts; not self-confident or assured; not certain; uneasy; anxious: "I'm not fake or fecicious. I don't pretend to have confidence; I know I'm hot as hell, and can have boys bow at my command, you don't have to remind me of that darling. But like, I can't help it. Part of the reason I'm such a bitch to everyone, is that I have to be intimidating or else someone might notice I have actual feelings -- that I'm insecure and have fears and doubts like any normal person. Oh my god, I can't believe I said that. Don't repeat it to anyone, or I swear I'll turn your life into Dante's Inferno."
(+) Dichotomous: adj. divided into two parts; the partitions are opposites if there exists a proposition such that it holds over one and not the other: "Dicho-what? I don't even know what that word means! Doc says it has to do with contradicting myself. Like with everything.
So I'm dual-natured or some brilliant shit like that. Like, I'm alot smarter than I appear to be; I just pretend to be aloof so people don't realize how much of a genuis I am and ask me for help constantly.
Can you keep a secret?.. Sometimes, it's like there's someone else, inside my head telling me things about people and what to do. I know, I sound crazy -- it's possible -- but you'll never know.
I keep my secrets to myself, you pig. No one needs to know my dirty-little-secrets or list of sins other than Me, Myself, and I."
pastThis road is long...The Past:
Spencer was diagnosed with mild-to-moderate NPD after being pyscho-analysized upon being committed to the hospital for anorexism. Concerned, her parents agreed to have her complete physical and mental health evaluated. Spencer continues to visit a therapist for her anorexia eating disorder and involved with treatment for NPD, however, progress is very slow to non-exsistent. Spencer doesn't understand why she's being forced against her will to cooperate with treatment. Her doctor remains hopeful, believing that if narcissism is a behavior pattern that's learned, then there is some hope, however tenuous, that it's a behavior pattern that can be unlearned.
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(taken from the official transcript records of SUBJECT#1125-TREMANE, SPENCER; authorized: JOHN F. MASTERSON (signature of Dr. John F Masterson PhD.) date: 11/12/2004.)
"To better explain where this self-importance and lack of empathy of others has started from, the story behind the pyschy of Spencer must be looked at; that is to reflect back on where this subject began life and the events that may have triggered this disorder..."
"My first meeting with case#1125, Tremane, Spencer introduced immediate signs of concern for her physical and mental health. Contacted to originally give an evaluation of Spencer, my fist concern was that of her problem of anorexia nervosa since she had been admitted to the Manhattan Children's Hospital after collapsing at an audition.
Extremely thin, and worryingly exhausted, I waited to do a complete run of tests when my initial curiosity was struck by the manner in which Spencer treated others in the hospital and those that visited her. It was in this manner that I first diagnosed #1125 with NPD; those with narcissistic personality disorder believe that they're superior to others and have little regard for other people's feelings. But behind this mask of ultra-confidence lies a fragile self-esteem, vulnerable to the slightest criticism. Further appointments necessary to reveal the depth of #1225/Spencer Tremane's NPD."
(date: 12/03/2004.) "When asked if she understands the reason why she was brought here, Spencer breaks into a tantrum of childish accusastions involving how the hospital staff is incompetent for not knowing who she is - that is who her family is and the wealth of her father, Lewis Joel P. Tremane, a highly-acclaimed plastic-surgeon lately retired with wife Deanna Tremane. Believing that she "is too good to need any help you could offer" Spencer shows classic signs of NPD. Outlined below are the symptoms of which I have personally accounted in my sessions with Spencer: "
- An exaggerated sense of self-importance (e.g., exaggerates achievements and talents, expects to be recognized as superior without commensurate achievements.)
- Spencer thinks that everyone who is not special and superior is worthless. By definition, normal, ordinary, and average aren't special and superior, and so, to Spencer, they are worthless.
- Excessive in two ways: she wants praise, compliments, deference, and expressions of envy all the time, and she wants to be told that everything they do is better than what others can do. Sincerity is not an issue here; all that matter are frequency and volume.
- She expects automatic compliance with their wishes or especially favorable treatment, such as thinking that she should always be able to go first and that other people should stop whatever they're doing to do what she want, and may react with hurt or rage when these expectations are frustrated.
- Spencer uses other people, family members, friends, to get what she wants without caring about the cost to the other people. Selfishly takes advantage of others to achieve her own ends.
- She is unwilling to recognize or sympathize with other people's feelings and needs. She "tunes out" when other people want to talk about their own problems.
- Is often envious of others or believes that others are envious of him.
- Shows arrogant, haughty, patronizing, or contemptuous behaviors or attitudes.
(date: 05/13/2005) "It's not known what causes narcissistic personality disorder. As with other mental disorders, the cause is likely complex. Some evidence links the cause of Spencer's NPD to a dysfunctional childhood, such as excessive pampering, extremely high expectations, abuse or neglect. Other evidence points to genetics or psychobiology — the connection between the brain and behavior and thinking."
"Continued to delvge into what may have caused the effects of NPD to evolve in Spencer - topics including her extravagant childhood, feelings of neglect with parents, and indulged insecurity due to parental disdain for fears and needs expressed during childhood..."
(date:05/20/2005) "Huge progression in treatment of case#1125. In today's session, Spencer acknowledged that her insecurity branched from believing that in order to gain her parent's recongition or attention, she must be in her words, "perfection." The reason of her anorexia nervosa and behaviors of bulimia stem from this learned childhood behavior that "one isn't worth anything unless they're perfect and beautiful and the very best." In this way, Spencer also believes that she's acheived this perfection and is above reprise from anyone else - that she is far superior, and anything or anyone mediocre is worthless. Extremely aggitated and unwilling to share anything further, the session was ended early. Results will be shared with colleagues for debate and conference with the Tremane's to follow..."
(date: 10/09/2005) "Case#1125 has refused to attend group sessions in favor of a more personal session with myself. Request has been acknowledged and as for now, accepted under no reason to deny said request as long as Spencer continues to make progress and attends sessions."
(date: 01/15/2007) "Case#1125 admitted to hospital again for extensive weight loss (now weighing between 75-80 lbs.) Loss of time must be considered in her progress and treatment process as to why she returned to old habits.."
(date: 05/27/2008) "Spencer remarks that she feels bored with life and admits to me that she is thinking of returning to dance. I believe this is a sign of progress and recognition of her NPD that she is trying to work beyond."
(date: 08/20/2009) "In the case of Spencer Tremane (#1125), I feel as a professional dealing with NPD and it's treatment, that although intimidating in nature, Spencer's behavior is unharmful to herself and others because this disorder majorly exsists in her head. #1125 is granted to move on with a regular and normal day-to-day exsistence; however much advised, to continue sessions with myself of another appointed pyschologist."
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family
Father: Lewis Joel P. Tremane
Mother: Deanna Marie Tremane
likes
001. attention
002. competition
003. her reflection
004. modeling
005. fashion
006. chanel
007. prada
008. to-fu
009. versace
010. burberry
011. louis vuitton
012. gucci
013. night clubs
014. purging
015. glam life
dislikes
001. not getting her way
002. being ignored
003. middle/low-class
004. zucchini
005. instructions/directions
006. politics
007. traffic/crowds
008. bad service at restaurants
009. global warming
010. having to wait in line
011. stupid questions
012. black coffee
013. people spilling their feelings
014. doctors, treatment, therapists
015. not being the best (looking, dressed, sports-wise, school grades, ect.)
other notes
Almost everyone has some narcissistic traits, but being conceited, argumentative, or selfish sometimes (or even all the time) doesn't amount to a personality disorder. Narcisstic Personality Disorder[/i][/color][/url] is a long-term pattern of abnormal thinking, feeling, and behavior in many different situations.[/ul][/size]
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...literature*
book title cinderella by the brother's grim
backstory
"I am the step-mother. Cinderella calls me evil.
They say I have no heart, no feelings. That I am self centered, greedy, and I concern myself only with my daughters. They say I use and abuse Cinderella (that poor girl). They say that I am cold, wicked, and the root of all evil for poor girls like my step-daughter. They say wrong.
I love Cinderella as though she was my own daughter.
�How can that be?� you utter? I�ll tell you.
If Cinderella was not pushed, was not prodded. If she was not forced to work back breaking jobs on her hands and knees�would she, in her golden hair and blue robin egg eyed glory, be willing to leave with that nameless prince?
If I did not make her feel unwanted, unloved, would she be willing to leave her birthplace, the place where she had lived all her life? Would she be willing to leave our charming Chateau and enter into a world of court games, fame, poison, and discrepancies?
Not the Cinderella I know.
Think on the matter a little. Ponder, if you will."
-- exerpt from the twisted cinderella series.
...roleplayer*
name kara: the resident procrastinator and insomniac moderator
age seventeen and a half (that half totally counts too)
gender hm. let me think about that one? defo female.
rp experience potato
how you found ouac epiphany
rp sample yeah, not happening. (sample on braxton nibs app)
