Post by patricia on Jul 23, 2010 20:57:19 GMT -5
Hey everyone, Patricia here.
So, as some of you may know, from various cbox conversations and whatnot, I have been thinking about quitting. I don't think I'll go into my deep thought process that was involved, but, to sum it up, I started a journal and writing down all my thoughts basically made me realize that this is too much a part of my life.
Not to offend anyone, and I really do love you all, but this isn't real life. It's not important in the long run, and being at camp has kind of... "inspired" (is that the right word?) me to practice more and become a better musician. I need to not be on the computer so that I can focus on practicing and schoolwork and things in real life that will actually affect me. Not that this hasn't affected me at all, I mean, I've definitely become a much better writer than I was when I first came here, but still, it's really time for me to be done with all of this.
I'm so so sorry to everyone whose characters' plots my characters were involved in, and I know that me leaving will complicate some things with some characters, so I apologize. But yeah, I guess my characters will be... deleted? Put up for adoption? Eek. Oh wait no. I kind of have it in my head that my characters are all important to me and stuff, but really they're not. Not in a bad way. I just don't put that much value on the things I've done here.
So yeah, good luck with all of your roleplaying adventures, and maybe people will adopt at least a few of my characters so it doesn't complicate the plots too much. Love you all,
-Patricia
(P.S. In case it wasn't clear, this means that I am quitting for good. Yeah, so goodbye!!)
So, as some of you may know, from various cbox conversations and whatnot, I have been thinking about quitting. I don't think I'll go into my deep thought process that was involved, but, to sum it up, I started a journal and writing down all my thoughts basically made me realize that this is too much a part of my life.
Not to offend anyone, and I really do love you all, but this isn't real life. It's not important in the long run, and being at camp has kind of... "inspired" (is that the right word?) me to practice more and become a better musician. I need to not be on the computer so that I can focus on practicing and schoolwork and things in real life that will actually affect me. Not that this hasn't affected me at all, I mean, I've definitely become a much better writer than I was when I first came here, but still, it's really time for me to be done with all of this.
I'm so so sorry to everyone whose characters' plots my characters were involved in, and I know that me leaving will complicate some things with some characters, so I apologize. But yeah, I guess my characters will be... deleted? Put up for adoption? Eek. Oh wait no. I kind of have it in my head that my characters are all important to me and stuff, but really they're not. Not in a bad way. I just don't put that much value on the things I've done here.
So yeah, good luck with all of your roleplaying adventures, and maybe people will adopt at least a few of my characters so it doesn't complicate the plots too much. Love you all,
-Patricia
(P.S. In case it wasn't clear, this means that I am quitting for good. Yeah, so goodbye!!)
