Post by JENNA GRAY on Jul 3, 2012 1:15:25 GMT -5
Marcus Borgia's Pride potion ran like fiery ichor through her veins. And this was her fucking night.
”I need the bouncers set up with the guest list in ten minutes, Kevin. That’s ten minutes, not eleven, not twelve, not fifteen, ten, Kevin. Alright? No Kevin, I already told you, I can’t get you any more fucking…one second.” She punched a few keys in her number pad, embracing the tantalizing beep of the “call waiting” feature. Jenna almost never swore out loud, but tonight...tonight called for the swears. It was like a magnet, attracting them somewhere from deep within her.
”Make it snappy, Ben, I’ve got Kevin on the other line. Yes, I told you…no, I don’t fucking know what kinds of wine we’re supplying. What, did you think we just hired the wine supplier to sit around and put up streamers? I need you to…oh, Jesus Christ.” She felt her fucking personal cell phone vibrating against her thigh, and yanked it from her handbag, rolling her eyes and tossing her bangs from her forehead. ”What the hell is going on, Steve, did you make the transactions like I asked you to? No, Steve, another million, that was all that I said. Jesus Christ, Steve, I ask you for a simple favor, and…you know, what, I don’t have the fucking time for this shit.” Gritting her teeth, she directed her attention back to the main phone. ”One sec, Ben.” Her fingers thumbed the keypad again. ”Kevin? Kevin why hasn’t Joe called me yet? I told you, Kevin…”
Jenna’s lips continued to rattle as the New York City streets flashed past the windows of her limousine. Jesus Christ, this was so different. It was as if the potion had cleansed her of everything she’d ever regretted about herself. Her senses felt heightened, enlightened, the usual blurs and hums that made up her sensory perception paired off into clear and beautiful sub-categories that suddenly made sense in Jenna’s mind. No longer was her mind a jumble of ambivalent conflict. No longer did she feel the pressing longing to hide the lumps on her chest, to veil her luscious lips and teasingly curled eyelashes from the world: no longer did she feel encased, like a prisoner in this coffin arbitrarily imposed upon herself.
And Jay…Jay was gone. She was no longer ze, she was no longer Jay. She was Jenna, Jenna Gray. And Jenna Gray needed no one. Kevin, Ben, Steve, Joe, not a single one of these stupid helpless men was in any way relevant to her life, her needs. Jenna had never felt so independent, so free, and so alive.
She felt the limousine pull to a stop in front of the club and slid purposefully out, glaring back at the limousine driver as if demanding to know what on Earth he was still doing here. ”Out of my way,” she asserted to the doorman, shoving him aside with strength she’d never know she possessed, pulling the door open and strolling briskly in.
”What’s going on here? The Masquerade ends at midnight, and we’ll start getting some fucking customers at least fifteen minutes after. What is this, naptime? Let’s get set up, everyone, come on!” Her voice jumped an octave at the end, resonating with an authority she’d never heard in herself before. She’d never felt so comfortable with herself. This was absolutely marvelous. This Marcus man deserved a Nobel Prize, and Jenna resolved there and then to exercise every ounce of political power she could to ensure that such a prize reached him.
”But Ms. Gray…” A young man with a broom raised a hand.
Jenna clenched her hands into fists. Were these club employees really so imbecilic? Was she truly the only person in this vicinity who understood the scope of what needed to be accomplished? Was she the only person here who had any vested interest in making this party a success? ”That’s it, everyone listen up!” The clap of her hands echoed through the chamber, her voice shrill and sharp like a drill sergeant’s whistle. ”I need every glass arranged in order of size on the upper left-hand shelf. I need the wine laid out and every single wrinkle gone from the table cloths. And if I see one speck of dust on this floor, I’m going to be quite unhappy. Understood?” Silence. Jesus, was everyone else in the world deaf now too? ”I said, is that fucking understood?”
The hustle and bustle of preparation began again in confused silence. Sighing, Jenna began to move back towards the door. She’d never been more ready for this party to begin.
CLICKEY FOR CLOTHEZ
”I need the bouncers set up with the guest list in ten minutes, Kevin. That’s ten minutes, not eleven, not twelve, not fifteen, ten, Kevin. Alright? No Kevin, I already told you, I can’t get you any more fucking…one second.” She punched a few keys in her number pad, embracing the tantalizing beep of the “call waiting” feature. Jenna almost never swore out loud, but tonight...tonight called for the swears. It was like a magnet, attracting them somewhere from deep within her.
”Make it snappy, Ben, I’ve got Kevin on the other line. Yes, I told you…no, I don’t fucking know what kinds of wine we’re supplying. What, did you think we just hired the wine supplier to sit around and put up streamers? I need you to…oh, Jesus Christ.” She felt her fucking personal cell phone vibrating against her thigh, and yanked it from her handbag, rolling her eyes and tossing her bangs from her forehead. ”What the hell is going on, Steve, did you make the transactions like I asked you to? No, Steve, another million, that was all that I said. Jesus Christ, Steve, I ask you for a simple favor, and…you know, what, I don’t have the fucking time for this shit.” Gritting her teeth, she directed her attention back to the main phone. ”One sec, Ben.” Her fingers thumbed the keypad again. ”Kevin? Kevin why hasn’t Joe called me yet? I told you, Kevin…”
Jenna’s lips continued to rattle as the New York City streets flashed past the windows of her limousine. Jesus Christ, this was so different. It was as if the potion had cleansed her of everything she’d ever regretted about herself. Her senses felt heightened, enlightened, the usual blurs and hums that made up her sensory perception paired off into clear and beautiful sub-categories that suddenly made sense in Jenna’s mind. No longer was her mind a jumble of ambivalent conflict. No longer did she feel the pressing longing to hide the lumps on her chest, to veil her luscious lips and teasingly curled eyelashes from the world: no longer did she feel encased, like a prisoner in this coffin arbitrarily imposed upon herself.
And Jay…Jay was gone. She was no longer ze, she was no longer Jay. She was Jenna, Jenna Gray. And Jenna Gray needed no one. Kevin, Ben, Steve, Joe, not a single one of these stupid helpless men was in any way relevant to her life, her needs. Jenna had never felt so independent, so free, and so alive.
She felt the limousine pull to a stop in front of the club and slid purposefully out, glaring back at the limousine driver as if demanding to know what on Earth he was still doing here. ”Out of my way,” she asserted to the doorman, shoving him aside with strength she’d never know she possessed, pulling the door open and strolling briskly in.
”What’s going on here? The Masquerade ends at midnight, and we’ll start getting some fucking customers at least fifteen minutes after. What is this, naptime? Let’s get set up, everyone, come on!” Her voice jumped an octave at the end, resonating with an authority she’d never heard in herself before. She’d never felt so comfortable with herself. This was absolutely marvelous. This Marcus man deserved a Nobel Prize, and Jenna resolved there and then to exercise every ounce of political power she could to ensure that such a prize reached him.
”But Ms. Gray…” A young man with a broom raised a hand.
Jenna clenched her hands into fists. Were these club employees really so imbecilic? Was she truly the only person in this vicinity who understood the scope of what needed to be accomplished? Was she the only person here who had any vested interest in making this party a success? ”That’s it, everyone listen up!” The clap of her hands echoed through the chamber, her voice shrill and sharp like a drill sergeant’s whistle. ”I need every glass arranged in order of size on the upper left-hand shelf. I need the wine laid out and every single wrinkle gone from the table cloths. And if I see one speck of dust on this floor, I’m going to be quite unhappy. Understood?” Silence. Jesus, was everyone else in the world deaf now too? ”I said, is that fucking understood?”
The hustle and bustle of preparation began again in confused silence. Sighing, Jenna began to move back towards the door. She’d never been more ready for this party to begin.
CLICKEY FOR CLOTHEZ